Friday, February 29, 2008

Yes! Finally philosophy essay is completed after cracking my brain on how to add in the dialogues of Socrates and Meno to support my stand. As usual, I cannot take it already, I am going off to wonderland. Btw, so frustrating and sad because my one week of holiday is going to end in less than 48 hours' time. I am so not disciplined at all. I did not achieve what I am supposed to neither do I get to enjoy the one week to the fullest!!!

Mr/Miss Fun, where are you? Please come back to my life.

Gd nite.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Today, I spent 3/4 of my time in town! So currently, I am feeling very tired and sleepy now but I cannot sleep yet!! Arghhh!!! I still have my Philo essay to complete. Oh no!

Guess what. I only had 2 hours of sleep to regenerate my brain cells this early morning! Countless of my brain cells have been killed while trying to complete half of the Philo short paper. 'o' Haiz..

Then I woke up at 5.45am to get prepared for my Visa interview at the US embassy. As usual, carebear and I were late in meeting Penguin at Orchard station. (We have long forgotten about the morning rush hours that all buses were so packed with students!) Anyway, the 3 of us were late for our interviews.

Oh no, I waited for 30mins or even longer for the stupid interview. But its okay, cause the MALE employees over there are so friendly!! HA! Went to Tanglin Mac for some chit-chatting session as well as discussion on our trip to US againnnnnnnn!!! Damn exciting and can't wait for it! :P Hopefully everything will go well for us.

Back to reality, Carebear and I went to Borders to do some research on legal assignment. There are not many law books on Contract Law over at Borders so we just have to rely on the Internet and our own TBs. I should really compliment ourselves because the both of us were just so disciplined for the whole afternoon in completing our legal assignment.

At around 6pm, we met up with Calvin to have dinner at Sakae. Hahaha..interesting dinner I should say because Carebear and I were able to appling Philo to our conversation. We insisted to know what is characteristic? Lolx.. the whole situation is like both of us were playing the role of Socrates trying to demand for e definition of characteristic from Meno - Calvin. :>/ so amazing.

After the short philo issue, we had some debates on trust between friends....he was speechless after the reasonings. Oh, and also the good laugh at Carebear's encounter with BOXING kangaroo and Koala bear nails. *hahahahaha.....

Monday, February 25, 2008

Finally met up with Collettee after so many months, the day was damn enjoyable and hilarious! :D

Had our lunch at Pizza Hut (Tampines), OMG...the service there suddenly improved so much, a good sign hur. But hopefully its not because of those authorised visitors who were hanging around the shop surveying customers about their service level.

after lunch, we headed down to Bugis to collect my VISA package to US. Yayeee~ 2 more months to South Carolina! *Sugoi desho ne.*
argh...the interview on Thursday is too early!! 8am, US embassy!

oh, The Cathay has $6.00 movie tickets for students during weekdays before 6pm! Great BARGAIN! ^-^ Besides, there are some small shops selling innovative items but were slightly overpriced.

Best part of the day - I bombarded Collettee with numerous questions with regards to dress code to court!! It was damn hilarious ok...I really really laughed non stop for minutes *lol* (can still remember her 'wu nai' expressions while trying to play along with me)! Lolx...hey it was just too high yesterday without alcohol!

On my way back to Tampines, I met some attention seekers on the train. One of the girls was sitting near the train door blocking the way and hoping to blast the cabin with the music from her lappy. Yea, another neighbourhood school student again. I am so displeased with neighbourhood school students recently which I don't know the reason too. Perhaps it's because of their attitude and behaviour. Anyway, I was from a neighbourhood school previously thus there is no predilection for prestigious/distinguished institutes here.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Road Relay 0708

How time flies!

4 months ago, I was still a greenhorn to everything when I took up the task as a Team Manager for the Road Relay Guys. However in a blink of an eye, the race as well as my task came to an end. I recalled asking the other TMs where to post the TM weekly reports, when to submit the posters and TMs files for checking etc.

Line up for the 2.2km race :
1st - Chee Koon, 2nd - Wei Cheng, 3rd- Yi Wei, 4th - Mok Ying Ren, 5th - Ying Ming, 6th - Calvin

Timings clocked:
Chee Koon 8.20
Wei Cheng 8.18
Yi Wei 8.14
Mok Ying Ren 7.15
Ying Ming 7.59
Calvin 8.xx

Averge Timing for each individual: 8.0

RR Guys Standings:
Eusoff Hall - 1st
Sheares Hall - 2nd
King Edward VII - 3rd
Raffles Hall - 4th
Kent Ridge Hall- 5th
Temasek Hall - 6th

The RR guys set off 5 mins after the girls, sustained & completed their run throughout in the 4th position. Then, it was showtime! Our SEA Games gold medalist, Mok Ying Ren 'jogged' off after getting the pass from Yiwei. While waiting for his return, the atmosphere was intense. After 7 mins 15secs, vehement clappings and cheers from Shearites were heard. It was Mok! Receiving the pass from Mok, Ying Ming dashed off without much stretching and complained after his run that Mok gave him too little time to warm-up. *Ha!* Nonetheless, his timing was within 8 mins - potential! Our last runner, Calvin ran out his best timing and promised us a 2nd for IHG Road Relay 0708! Our guys did their best and efforts paid off!

Besides RR guys, the girls fought their hearts out too. They were also conferred 2nd in place! It was a close fight for the girls yesterday between TEMASEK and SHEARES. Initially the 1st runner for girls team took the lead and came in first, leaving her opponents far way behind. Nevertheless, the TH runners were just too strong and they caught up with us, leaving us settling for the 2nd position. Still, the Shearites definitely were not disheartened instead we cheered, rejoiced and immersed ourselves into that glorious moment instantly!

Anyway, thanks Captain for helping me during the trainings and at the Finals yesterday - carrying the styrofoam box filled with ice and a carton of 100plus to SRC as well as kept urging me to promote the 2 bunches of bananas to the runners! Wahahha!!! *shake head*

Captain, you are my best "assistant" with the heavy things since I am weak to carry them! Lolx.
so Sorry for not packing dinner because I really thought our finals falls on weekends. (moreover, the IHG schedule I received did not state when is RR Finals!)

Thanks 0708 Runners and Captain for all these few months! You Guys are AWESOME!

Monday, February 18, 2008

An unrewarding evening

I occupied my entire evening with Road Relay stuff yesterday.

First stop: Queensway - Collection of Road Relay Jerseys.

Second stop: Cold Storage - grocery shopping but didnt buy anything in the end.

Third Stop: Hawker centre - Had dried chilli with chicken + rice for Dinner. It was not very tasty but not that bad.

Fourth stop: Back to Sheares Hall, separating the Jerseys accordingly.

Fifth Stop: Lobby for short briefing on the competition later.

Sixth Stop: Blk A, deliver the Jerseys to my runners.

Seventh Stop: I thought I may be able to buy either Bananas or Safety pins at 7-11 but we came back empty-handed.

Finally, last stop: Level 5 - Work and Travel enquiries to be settled.

I can only say the evening's events completely drained me of all strength. I am dead beat.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Reminiscing lyrics

Did I make a wrong decision that time?

Why do I not cared about what u have done?

I wanted to move, stop thinking but I just can't at times.

I wanted to travel back to past and choose again but ...

Your songs, my tears, the regrets.

Did I let you go or U walked away on yr accord?

I knew it was my fault.

You have done your part.

I am selfish. I really am.

I lost it. I really lost it.

It was just too late when I finally find you and I collide.

too late...

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Friday, February 15, 2008

My day

Everything was so smooth sailing today until my mailbox revealed an email -subject: "I am sorry".

Things that are deemed beautiful are beautiful to most people, not all. Agree?

REPLY TO YR EMAIL

TO: "I AM SORRY" email



If U ArE reading this then let me tell U. DO OPEN YOUR EYES WIDE & READ CAREFULLY!



I DON'T KNOW WHAT OR HOW TO FEEL AFTER READING YOUR EMAIL, SHOULD I FEEL INCENSED & DETEST YOU LIKE WHAT YOU SAY IN YOUR EMAIL....ANYWAY LET ME TELL YOU THIS - I AM NOT FEELING ANYTHING AT ALL!!! YES, ITS WHATEVER.



FIRSTLY, FEELING DEPRESSED IS DEFINITELY NOT AN EXCUSE FOR FINDING A REBOUND...BUT LET ME TELL U THIS STRAIGHT, I HAD ONLY TREATED U AS A FRIEND AT THAT TIME. NOTHING WENT BEYOND THAT LINE. IT WAS YOU WHO RUINED IT!



I CAN LEND YOU MY SHOULDER AS A FRIEND. I WOULD CARE ABOUT HIS/HER FEELINGS, LISTEN TO HIS/HER SORROW, SHARE HIS/HER WEAL AND WOE AND SHOW HIM/HER RESPECT..........IT WAS U WHO THOUGHT OTHERWISE.



SECONDLY, I DID'NT ACCEPT YOU BECAUSE U WERE JUST A FRIEND ALL ALONG.



I TOOK IT WHEN YOU SCOLDED ME CRUDELY DURING OUR SMS QUARRELS. (NONE OF MY FRIENDS HAVE TREATED ME LIKE THE WAY YOU DID). I HAVE GIVEN U A CHANCE TO BE MY FRIEND AGAIN BUT U REJECTED IT AND CLAIMED THAT I KEPT CLINGING ON TO THE PAST RELATIONSHIP.



MAYBE YOU WANT TO TAKE SOME TIME TO THINK ABOUT WHAT U HAVE DONE TO THIS FRIENDSHIP.



THIRDLY, YES I KNOW BUT I AM NOT OBLIGED TO SAY ANYTHING.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Irritated

Have been pondering for some time if I wanna continue to be a storyteller but anyway, here I am (perhaps just to satisfy my 3-mins passion). So WHAT or maybe WHO throws the bait and leads me to the hook? Some idiot who is formerly my 'friend' but now....sadly *sarcastic ;/* to say Not Anymore.

Why do people keep holding on to something for so long when they already knew the answer?

Why do people keep asking/searching for an answer to their questions? *applies to Socrates too* :D

Why do people keep making promises over and over again but ITE, they just break their promises?

Why do people keep thinking they stand a chance when the obvious is shown?

Why do people keep hanging onto their positive and forgetting their negative?

Why do people keep making things sound as if they have done a lot?

Why do people keep making things sound as if they have done the impossible?

Why do people keep insisting that they are the noble type?

Why do people keep thinking they are faithful when they are not?

Why do people keep reminding themselves of the past when history is bitter and sour?

Why are they so xxxxx??

Why cant they let go? Why cant they give up? Why cant they just stop thinking and move?
Why cant they just SHUT UP & GO AWAY??? Why cant they just F*CKED OFF?
Get off and stop being a LEECH!

I guess only SB knows who I am talking about.....